Going back to work full time

I create logistical nightmares. For example, we are parrot sitting for my mother in law, dog sitting for three weeks for a friend, cat sitting for the girl down the street, and house sitting for friends who live an hour away while they are in Hawaii.

I didn't know at the time that I’d be starting a new job and it would be too late to back out or I’d leave all of our pet friends in a bind.

I’m scared to go back to work full time. I feel super guilty just being gone an extra two hours a day. I’m never going to see my kids. Even though when I do see them I spend much of my time yelling at them or arguing with them or ignoring them.

Finally I’m going to have money and insurance but no time to go to the doctor.

And now we can pay for extra curricular activities but won’t have time to take them.